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[22 Feb 2006|09:21am] |
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-Well my next class isn't till 10 and I'm bored to death!
-I'm sick of cold weather.. I can't wait till spring/summer..
-I have no winter clothes which sucks..
-I had an argumentive research paper to due which I bullshitted through so I'm positive I'm going to get a bad grade on it.
-I don't have my car at the moment. Dad was changing my water pump and for some reason (maybe it's from the fact mom, my aunt, and my dad where all drunk and trying to work on the car) something got really bent up and we had to order the part so I probably won't have my car back till next week.
-I miss everyone.
-I can't wait to move out.
-I think I'm going to start laying in the tanning bed when I get my car back...Or maybe just do it the lazy way and use instant self-tanner lol.
-I'm tired.. I need to start gettin' more rest
-I had planned on working out..Don't know how that's going to end up
-I had a test in Pre-Cal 2 today.. Which I didn't answer over 50% of the questions so that's another fail!
-College sucks.. lol
-Can't wait to transfer!!!
-There is a nasty couple sittin' beside of me makin' out right now and even though I don't know them.. they don't even LOOK right together.. Disgusting..
-I need a new tongue ring..
-I CAN'T get this tongue ring out!! The guy that did it has it screwed on really tight.. What to do!?
-I have Bio2 Lab today.. *BLAH*
-Had to ride the bus this morning and will probably have to ride it Friday... -Disgusting lol-
-Sorry about the randomness...-
-Luv-
-Kill Me With The Love You Won't Give To Me-
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[04 Feb 2006|11:47am] |
Ok I'm on the phone with my friend Brian last night. It's like 1 in the morning, and I'm laying on the couch when all of a sudden I look over, and there is a spider like half the size of my fist!!!!!
Now, I'm not typically scared of spiders, but this was more like a monster! Have you seen the movie Arachnophobia? Well it was like those spiders. So I pick up my dad's boot planning on killing the bastard, but he wedged himself between the floor and the tv stand some how! So I couldn't squash him. Well, my friend Brian told me to talk to it.. LoL.. So I told the spider I was scared of it and wanted him to go away, and that if he went away I wouldn't kill him! Obviously that didn't work lol. I decided to try and hide from him so he'd think I was gone and he'd move then I could kill him. Well, I did.. and he moved. so I started to chase him, and the damn thing JUMPED IN THE AIR OVER TOP OF SOMETHING THAT IS AT LEAST 2 FOOT TALL!! That's when I paniced! lol I went and woke up mom.. Was crying and everything! LoL.. She got up all pissed then proceded to look for the spider. Which, by the way, we couldn't find. So the damn thing is still in my house!
Sad, but that's the most exciting thing that has happend in my life recently!
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[14 Jan 2006|08:59pm] |
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Hey guys..
I haven't updated in a long time, because ,frankly, nothing interesting has been going on in my life.. Still to this day nothing interesting is going on! lol
I had that Safe Driving Class today which wasn't to bad. I tried making it over there this morning but I got to Red Onion mountain and had to call dad and get him to come and get me. The roads were really bad over there. The class was supposed to be from 8-5 but we only stayed till 2. Plus he gave us breaks like every 30 minutes or something and we had an hour and 15 long lunch break.
My new years sucked. Worst fucking night ever. Just because I was surrounded by idiots and I had no way of escaping. I don't even feel like going into the details on here.. Let's just say, people that get red, and people that are typically just stupid really piss me off.
My new semester started the other day.. I'm not to thrilled about it. I have PreCal-2, Bio-102&Bio-102 Lab, Prin. To Sociology, Eng-112, and Western Civ.-2. I'm also thinking about taking this class on Fridays that deals with life, love, relationships, and every day stuff. It should be interesting but I already have 17 credits, I'm cheap, and don't want any more taken out of my financial aid. lol
I miss everyone from Highschool. :( I love going to the school and seeing everyone that's still there. It's actually the highlight of my life. Even though I'm no where near as close to some of them as I once was, I still miss them terribly.
Anyway, I'm expecting a phone call so I'm going to end this now.
I MISS YOU GUYS!
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[15 Nov 2005|06:25pm] |
I had court today over my wreck. They are dropping the charges as long as I take the Safe Driving Class. I had to pay court cost which was only 66$ and the class is going to be 75$ so I'm coming out to the good.
Of all days though, when I'm in Clintwood and he's supposed to be at work.. guess what.. I see him. It was so weird cause he works till 6 in the evening so I didn't expect to see him.. Right when mom, Ashton, and I are talking about him.. there he is.
I didn't talk to him though.. He just gave me that look that he used to. God I miss him..
I think I'm going to stay at my friends house tomorrow over in Richlands. I don't feel like being home any more. That's when I'm at my worst.. Just sitting at home thinking about stupid shit.
Life goes on though, shit happens. I just don't understand some things, espeically why I had to freaking see him today when he's supposed to be at work. BLAH!
All and all I had a good time today. Even though mom cruised town with me and Ashton. It was fun though, she got to meet some of my friends and I made her out to be a pill head whore lol. We had a good time, cracking up, singing, faking an orgasm at an old man, lol it was fun.
I'm going to go lay down though..
School tomorrow..
-IMY-
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[09 Oct 2005|03:25am] |
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Well, I haven't updated in a while so I figured tonight would be a good night. I haven't stayed up this late in a long time, I'm usually in bed by 10.
College sucks.. I miss high school. It's alright sometimes, but it's just so different. Even though I've came to realize that most the people there are more immature than the people was when I was in High school. Strange.
I was supposed to start delivering Newspapers yesterday, but I decided against that.
I have like a 4-5 page essay to write by the 17th and I haven't even started on it. I'm screwed.
Tomorrow we are having my mom's B-day supper thing. Jumbo Shrimp.. Yummy.
I have no money to get her anything. Which makes me feel bad. I have a little so I'll run to the dollar store and get her a candle or something.
I need a job really bad.
I've been going to the football games, which is great. I've got to see a lot of people I've missed since I graduated.
I'm really sleepy and in a sappy, emotional mood. I made Matt stay on the phone with me for almost 2 hours tonight so I could talk.
Things aren't really.... going at all with him. We aren't going to date from what I found out. I guess I'm just stupid. I stick by a guy that doesn't even care for me. God, why can't fairy tales exist and a knight in shiny armor come sweep me off my feet?
Oh yeah, I got my car back a few weeks ago. I'm terrified to drive in the rain. Which isn't to good because it rains and I have to drive an hour to get to school.
I'm getting off of here to finish talking to Nick Hall then I'm heading to bed!
G'night!
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[01 Sep 2005|12:45am] |
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I decided to update tonight. Seeing as how I haven't been updating regularly for a while.
School is going pretty good. I like it. It's so different from Highschool.. Classes are only 50 minutes. Even though that sometimes feels like 3 hours with the lectures some of the teachers give.
What is up with the freaking gas prices? $3 for a gallon of gas and still rising? Jesus!
And yeah, yeah.. I know they say that gas is rising because of the damage hurricane Katrina did.. but I don't necessarily believe that's the only reason it's over $3 a gallon now. George Bush is bringinng forth the Apocalypse and I don't care who reads this that likes Bush.. I despise him.
Now that I have that out of the way, things are going pretty good with Matt and me. I'm happy. =-)
Anyway, I'm really sleepy, so I think I'll go and try and catch up on some sleep..
Goodnight
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[18 Aug 2005|12:16am] |
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Well, I actually have something interesting to update about this time.
I wrecked my car yesterday.. August 16th around 5:35pm. I was driving to Clintwood and it was raining and everything.. I went past Texaco and right in the big curve with the bridge that goes across the river on the right I tapped my breaks a little then I fish tailed. I tried straightening it up and I got it straight for a second but it started fish tailing again then my car started spinning around and around and I hit head on into the guard rail. My airbag came out and smashed my face up pretty bad. Other than my face being messed up I'm fine though.. Luckily. The cop that came was a major dickhead.. Wouldn't even listen to what happend.. all he wanted to do was talk about how he got contacts and then right when my parents are pulling in he looks at me and says "No use in crying now the wreck is already over." Then proceeded to talk about his contacts.
The cop didn't even write down on the ticket it had been raining. He wrote down that it was cloudy then he just handed me the ticket and told my dad that the car has over 3,000 dollars worth of damage.
I got to ride in an ambulance. That was scary as heck.. They taped me to this board and then lifted me up on the gurney. I felt like I was going to fall the whole time..
After I got to the hospital they did x-rays and gave me a tetanus shot and a shot of Toradol and sent me home.
I'll post pictures on here later but for now I'm going to go talk to some people..
G'nite
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[15 Aug 2005|12:08pm] |
Found this in Sara Hay's journal...
-Already depressed that today is the first day back to High school and I'm not going...Now after reading this.. Lord, this day is starting out wonderful!-
Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to and the first picture they took together he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can
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| -Time For Bed- |
[11 Aug 2005|02:58am] |
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Things have been going good.
I've been seeing Matt quite a bit and it's been great.
We went and watched the Dukes of Hazzard movie Sunday night. It was Me, Matt, his sister Tina, Nate, and John. It was fun. Good movie too even though you can see Jessica Simpson's nipple! lol
Matt got a fourwheeler. God love his heart. He loves that thing. He'll be racing at the Wise county fair Tuesday.. Which makes me nervous, but I'm sure he'll be fine!
Mom and dad are going camping Friday and Saturday night. Home alone finally!
I have College Survival Skill classes the 17th and 18th. What fun.
My College Schedual:
-Monday's-
8:00am-8:50am: Math 163(Precalculus)
9:00am-9:50am: Prin. of Psych.
10:00am-10:50am: Gen. Biology
12:00pm-12:50pm: English 111 (Col. Compos)
1:00pm-3:30pm: Gen. Biology Lab
6:00pm-8:50pm: West Civ
-Wednesday's-
8:00am-8:50am: Math 163(Precalculus)
9:00am-9:50am: Prin. of Psych.
10:00am-10:50am: Gen. Biology
12:00pm-12:50pm: English 111 (Col. Compos)
-Friday's-
8:00am-8:50am: Math 163(Precalculus)
9:00am-9:50am: Prin. of Psych.
10:00am-10:50am: Gen. Biology
12:00pm-12:50pm: English 111 (Col. Compos)
As you can see... Monday is a full day..But luckly I only have to be there Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and I get out of there at 12:50 on Wednesday and Friday. Lord, am I dreading Monday's though.
Anyway, I'm going to bed. Since it took me so long to actually update.. my clock now says it's 3:15am.. I planned on getting up at 6 in the morning just to see if I can do it.. (Getting ready for the college life ..*blah*)
G'nite
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[21 Jul 2005|02:02pm] |
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I haven't updated in a while so I figured it was time.
There hasn't been much going on lately.. Besides the fact that Me and Monica have finally gotten our college crap worked out(almost).
I'm so nervous about starting college but yet I'm excited. It's really frustrating and confusing but I'm glad it's finally here and I'm able to start working towards my career.
Matt has been coming up for the past week. It's been great seeing him again :). Seeing as how we talked for like 6 months then it just ended and I didn't talk to him again for a year and a half! I've really missed that boy. He was always so much fun to be around and hang out with.. And now we're back talking again.. It's really nice.. but I don't want to jinx it haha.
My mom is leaving for the beach Saturday. It's just going to be me and dad here.. No CURFEW! Woo! (I think) LoL...
Anyway, I'm tired and extremely bored.. So I think I'll get off of here and go watch some good ol'e TV or something!
=-)
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La La La
-Happiness-
-Great Night =-)-
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[05 Jul 2005|11:11pm] |
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I've laid around all day today.. I've done absolutely nothing.
Buddy came in from the Army.. Lord know's everyone has missed that boy! Him going to the Army is the best thing for him though. It's made him straightend up.. I'm really proud of him! I saw him down town the other night and then him and his friend stopped by the house and saw me and we all went down town again. It was fun hanging out with him. Seeing as how he has lived like 2 seconds away from me my whole life. I've known him since I've been like 4 and him just up and moving and going to the Army was crazy. But I'm really proud of him for getting his life straightened out! :)
MONICA is still gone! LoL.. GOD MONICA I MISS YOU! COME HOME !lol
Sunday night was CRAZY. We went down town and I mean.. The whole town was packed.. it was weird.. lol then I remembered that they had fireworks.. It was great seeing everyone I have missed everyone!
I talked to Elijah.. Poor guy.. his eye still looks bad. Even though he's still a cocky little boy! LoL :) LOVE YA ELIJAH haha!
ok I'm bored.. I think I'll go and watch some more T.V. since that's all I've done all day.
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| -Life- |
[30 Jun 2005|10:11pm] |
-Randomness-
I'm still sick.. Not as bad as I have been though.. I'm at my worse during the mornings and late at night.
I have to go and sign up for my classes here soon.. I'm so worried about that.. I dread starting college because it actually means that I'm ready for the adult world.
I've messed up a lot of things lately.. Things that could have been great.. but like I was told .. "Everything happens for a reason"
I got all prettified this evening and had nothing to do! I was just bored!
My baby.. *Trinity the min pin* is getting really hateful towards other people and dogs!
Monica is leaving for the beach in the morning. :( I miss her already!
My mom is going to the beach here soon! YAY! lol...
I want to go on a cruise!
I'm starting to get close with Willie again and it's great :).
I've lost a lot of close friends.. because of a mistake I made.. but.. That's ok.. if they can't forgive me for something as stupid as that.. then they can kiss my ass :).. Wow.. It felt good to get that off my chest! lol
-Bored and I'm having a serious conversation with someone right now.. I'll update more later-
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[28 Jun 2005|09:39pm] |
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I haven't been this sick in a while..
I can't breath through my nose..
My throat hurts..
My eyes are puffy and they burn..
My head hurts..
And I just feel like I need to sleep constantly!
Other than that.. I've been bored to death since Monica left today!
Chancy called me last night.. That was.. Sad.. I still love that boy.. How could I not? Of course I'm always going to care about him.. But I know better than to go back to him.. After what he put me through.. After all the things he done to me.. I have to be stronger than that.. I have to stand my ground. I just need to go out.. Have fun.. I've been wanting a *relationship*..and I've gotten into a couple.. but after I get in them.. I don't want them any more.. I need to find someone that understands what I'm going through.. Someone I can just talk to about this and they'll just sit back and listen to me instead of saying "Well that's great.. when we going out?" I need someone that will just let me vent and will actually listen instead of just hearing me.
Ahh I'm pitiful lol.. I feel like starting trouble tonight. Anyone have any good ideas of some trouble I can get into? lol..
This was a pointless update but hey.. I can't vent to anyone else so might as well vent on my LJ!
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[24 Jun 2005|08:48pm] |
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Ok, It's been a while since I've updating so I figured I'd let people in on some things going on recently.
Everything has been..pretty good
Living the single life once again.. WOOO.. lol
I broke up with Nathan, then started dating Josh, then got broke up with today.. LoL I'm on a week long relationship dilemma type deal. Kinda sucks but oh well, I'm young and I have college and a lot more life yet to live.
On a further note... I know I've made some mistakes in my life.. I've came to the conclusion about the biggest mistake I've made.. and that's not letting someone know how I truly feel. Between being scared of being hurt and listening to other people.. I think that I need to take the time out and talk to this person.. If I ever see them or anything again..
No one knows about this
Not even Monica and she's my sister.. (Don't worry hun.. One day I'll tell ya LoL)
Here lately Monica and I have been together a LOT.. it's great.. just like the old times.. Well, not nessicarly like the old times but close to it! I love that girl.. If I didn't have her I'd be stuck home bored constantly since me and her are losers and don't have anyone else besides good ol'e Justin. lol
Monica- Since today has been my depressed day I figured I'd tell you that I love you! And I honestly don't know what I would do without you! You're my guardian angel. If I didn't have you to cry, complain, laugh, and talk to I don't know where I'd be. You're an inspiration and I'm truly thankful to have you in my life! I mean come on.. Who else could make me cry while I'm taking a bath? lol LOVE YOU SIS! :)
Anyway, since I'm single once again I'll probably be home more often and I'll be the same ol'e LJ nerd once again lol.
-Sometimes we don't do the things we want to so others won't know we want to do them-
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[12 Jun 2005|12:01pm] |
WHAT IF...?
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?"
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| -The Weekend- |
[30 May 2005|12:29am] |
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I know I already updated about carowinds but I'm just updating about my whole weekend right now
Alright.. It all started Thrusday..
I went and stayed at Monica's so we could get up and leave for Carowinds Friday.
We got up at 4:30am.. Showered.. Got ready.. And left for the highschool. When we first got there.. No one was there lol but then finally everyone started rolling in.
We left for Carowinds and well let's just say.. The bus ride was very interesting lol.
We stopped at Hardees and ate then we were on the road again. We stopped once again at a rest area. Finally we made it to Carowinds.
It was Me, Monica, Melanie, Cody, Jordan, Brandon... and then we picked up Darrell in our little group that walked around. We road the Borg first thing. Wow.. That was a GREAT ride.. I didn't even have to close my eyes! Even though I was cussing the whole time! haha It was very good! Then we road the hurler.. *Sorry Cody for digging my nails in your arm* lol.. That ride got me. I couldn't open my eyes at all! As soon as we went over the first hump.. and I was no longer in my seat.. I couldn't handle it! lol Then we road Drop Zone... OMG.. That was so WEIRD! We were sooooooooo freaking high in the air.. And then.. It just drops you.. I was able to scream for a couple seconds.. But then.. It took my breath..I couldn't breath, scream, nothing.. I got off the ride and I was so shakey and about to cry! It was awful but I LOVED IT! I didn't stop shaking for a long time though! lol Last, we went to the water park.. That was so much fun.. even though the tunnels were the scariest things ever! LoL I'm afraid of the dark.. and I had to go down tunnels BY MY SELF! What an experience lol I hurt my head once.. but that's ok... *Hey Monica.. I think I'm going to pretend to drown lol! We had so much fun! I want to go back!
But GOD she got so freaking JEALOUS! lol*
Anyway, we left the park around 6 or so.. then we stopped and ate at Jack in the Box or something like thatlol..
lol So much fun!
The ride back
Let's just say.. That was even MORE interesting haha!
All together.. The trip was GREAT!
Anyway.. After we got back.. I stayed at Monica's again.. I was way to tired to drive home lol We talked for like an hour or so then finally fell asleep! GOT WOKE UP AT 8:30!! DAMN JUSTIN KISER haha.. It's all good lol.. I stayed at Monica's till about 10 then I came home and slept all day! lol..
Sunday(today)
I woke up.. Done a lot of my memory book.. Went to the grave yard with the family.. Came home.. Went over the my grandma's .. Ate.. Fell asleep.. Woke up.. Walked back home.. Done almost the rest of my memory book and got on here to finish some more of it!
Now I'm talking to some people.. and I'm so confused about some things.. I know it'll all work out in the end though.. I just need to be able to make the right choices!
Anyway.. I'm going to finish updating and go talk to some people! :) Goodnight!
-Lead me to a place
Where I know I'll be safe
Lead me to a new life
Where there isn't any more strife
Lead me to a temptation
That I can't resist
Lead me from the darkness
To the security of the light-
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[28 May 2005|06:03pm] |
Yesterday was the senior trip to carowinds.. and for all of you that said "Oh.. that's to far to drive.. oh it's going to rain.. oh I'd rather go to the breaks." You guys missed out big time.. It was AWESOME.. The weather was great.. It was like 90 some degrees.. Beautiful day.. Great time.. even the bus ride didn't seem like that long because we had so much fun on the bus.. Bet you didn't think of that did you?? That's ok though... I was glad some people didn't go.. I'd rather not hear bitching and complaining all day!
Let's just say.. It was great.. the best time anyone can have.. I want to go back already!
That's enough
Just wanted to update and let everyone know that yesterday was GREAT!
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[25 May 2005|08:41pm] |
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